Coming out of my cage...am I doing just fine?

(NOTE: I apologize for the pathetic, complaining tone of this post. My bad.)

So, yeah. Things seemed to be on the up-and-up lately. Got a date to the school dance, finally got the stones to open up about certain things, all that. So why am I not doing well?

Well, as it turns out, it sometimes seems like I can't win. I mean, in that romantic aspect of my life? Well, just as things were looking up, I decided to take another look at it. Bad idea. Why? As it turns out, I realized a couple things.

It seems that of the people I have crushes on, only about half are single. And, from that, it seems all but impossible for any of them to return anything my way. Why? Well, it seems that some of them either already have huge crushes. And, the one person that doesn't? I'm pretty sure that I'm not her type. (Not that I can see myself as anyone's, that is.)

It always turns out like this, it seems. Whenever I get onto the up-and-up, it never lasts. Especially when I begin to get comfortable with it. And, what did I do in the past few days? Get comfortably nuzzled into the up-and-up. Whoops.

Anyway, yeah. I fail. Although you probably already knew that. :D: